REJOICE!
I get to go hang out with Cheryl and Michelle! YES!!! Woo Hoo!
My kitty is sitting in my lap, and she is so sweeeeet. Today, I was so stressed out, and I almost cried at school, I'm behind cuz I missed one day, and I'm super duper stressed out.....I need some prayers yall!
So, we were late, and the concert was already over when we got there! We got to see Barlow Girls, and they were answering some questions from the audience, and they totally ROCK, but we didn't get to hear them sing AT ALL! I couldn't believe it, and it just wasn't fun....and I wish I could have been at bible study, cuz with what's going on, I need some bible loving, lots of laughing, good times. But yea, I got to hang out with some peeps from my school, that I don't get to hang out with that much, so that part was cool. And, it's not Sarah's fault, and she tried her hardest to get us there in time. We seriously thought it would go longer...but since it was free...it was super short. Well, I bet I'll laugh about it...but right now...it just sucks, and I have soooooo much homework!
1:05 in the mourning is not a good time to be up. It's official, man....I'm dead...cuz tomorrow I will be....really reallllly tired. Anywho, at least it's P.J. day so I can look like a bum and everyone will think it was on purpose. Muahhhh ha
You guys!
Mine right now is Ephesians 5:1-2
So, I'm looking around my kitchen looking for something to eat for dinner, and there is noooothing that I want. Then I find some cookie dough, and I'm like, "YES!" So, I eat some cookie dough, and when I'm done I think to myself, "How old is this cookie dough?" I look on the rapper, and it says, Use of Freeze by ____, there's nothing there. If I get terribly sick and die or something...you'll know why.
SO, school was short! I love days like this. So SYATP was AMAZING! I wasn't nervous at all, and I think it went really well. Each year Sarah and I do it better and better! Thanx to all who came, or prayed, or supported me!
LOL it's 7:41 and I'm still not at school! I really don't want to go! LOL I wonder how long I can refuse to go??? Anywho 11:25 dismissal rocks, lol gotta go Sarah's yelling at me! ha ha ha
So, I added that thingy so I will stop getting stupid blog spam, but I don't like it, cuz for some reason, I'm bad at entering the letters, when they are all close together, and lol, I mess it up a lot. But yea, I am SUPER DUPER EXCITED for SYATP. Today we hung up all of the stuff around school, and tomorrow it will be in the announcements! I hope to spark something to being the presence of God to my school more, cuz it really needs it. But yea, so if any of you don't go to school, or are homeschooled COME! Don and Justin are going to bust out some guitars, and I get to talk again...lol (it might sound a bit familiar) and we get to pray! So tell your parents, and your friends to go to SYATP! And for those at other schools, have lots and lots of fun, cuz it's SUPER DUPER COOL!
I was kinda nervous about today, mostly cuz it was a bunch of teens like myself, but I'm really glad that I got to do that, and I think it's such a blessing, cuz I really love to do stuff like that. Thanx guys for being soo supportive, seriously! It made me so happy. God is using me, and I love it. I know that He'll never stop, adn I hope that I don't get in the way of His plan. Cuz it ROCKS! Today was fun, and Wednesday is going to be sooooo amazing. YEA JESUS!!!! Well, I'm about to pour myself a big glass of Mountain Dew, and I'll be on my way to homework. I think next mission trip should be to Southern Africa! How does that sound!? Te he he he!
everytime I start thinking about how stressed I am, and how everything is a mess, I think of people who have it worse. Like in other Countries, or in New Orleans, or even down the block. I've got so many blessings, I can't even count 'em! So I decided that my weekend smells like fog! I was outside and I was like,"It smells foggy." This weekend better rock, cuz I'm not gonna have another one for a really long time, or maybe 5 days.
with four 2 liter bottles of mountain dew! dew has become my study tool, and my "I can't wake up" tool! YEA! SO, I was up till like 12 something studying for this big test I have today. I can't wait for this weekend to begin! Oh man, it's so close I can almost smell it! I don't know how my weekend smells yet....but I'll let you know.
So, I'm tired, reallllly tired. And I have no time to blog or anything else, yet I still blog. Today in my 2nd hour class (A.P. American History) I laid on the floor, and it was hard and cold, but I could've sworn it was my bed. I'm reallly excited for the SYATP rally....really excited. Well, I have a lot to do. Today I'm packing a truck that is going to New Orleans from our school. I'm glad I get to help, but I wish there were more hours in the day. It feels really nice outside, so I am going to go do homework out there, and hopefully NOT fall asleep! Wish me luck! Oh and JACK ROBINSON! ha ha ha

This mourning, I got really scared and jumped like an inch out of my skin when.....my toast popped out of the toaster! Wow! I'm special! I get to go to camp this weekend! I'm excited, and I can't wait to see all of you for the first SNL, I hope to be there, if I don't have to much homework. Homework has been consuming my life, I didn't even finnish it all tonight, and it's 10:58! I tried to go to the library to not fall asleep while doing my homework, but I STILL FELL ASLEEP! On the table, in the middle of the library! I've fallen asleep sitting up, outside in my backyard, sitting on the floor, at school, and even while doing dishes. Seriously! Well, the last one was an exageration, but seriously it's a problem! Anyone have any advice on how to stay awake doing homework? While reading the Iliad I drank a lot of dew, and that helped a lot. This mourning I brought it to school in a water bottle, yum! Well, nighty night, I need to go get some zzzzzz's!
So guess what I have to read like 200 pages of by Thursday? Well, it's the worst book in the world...it is about some stupid war, and a bunch of made up gods, and it is known as the Illiad! I can't stand that book, even though I haven't started it yet! I read the Odyessey, and I hated it so I'm assuming the same.
I had fun today, and I'm really tired. Pray for me, cuz it's really hard to live at my house sometimes. Like some days it's darn right unsafe, and other days it's just my dad sitting around knee deep in depression talking about the job he had when I was in sixth grade, and I just want things to fast forward! I want to skip it, and go off to college. But God uses this stuff to teach me, cuz I think that whatever I do in my life, that God is going to use all of these experiences for something great.
So, today was a hard day. My family is so disfunctional, and I seiously don't know how I can put up with living here. Before I went to the Stupid Movie Night, my family exploded, and everyone....was just crazy. I don't even want to go into details, but I didn't know if I could go to Space's cuz I was so upset, and I didn't feel like putting on a mask to cover that up. But I went anyways so I could be around my friends, and not be at home. Instead of pretending to feel okay I really felt happy, I had so much fun laughing with everyone and holding little Seth!!!! Sometimes you don't know the effect you really have on someone. And today you guys didn't know that you were helping me feel better after being in such a horrible mood. I am so grateful for you guys!